UnDeserved LOVE 2HATE ME.

FEBRUARY 05, 2008

How many times I have written of pain my husband has inflicted upon me.  The mental & emotional abuse year after year.  As though a little less makes it better.  Inspite of, I have remained; not that I need him for me, but my children needs him in their life.   To put myself first is in the distance it seems.  I have asked the Lord to deliver me from this for my heart has been crushed far more than anyone as myself deserves.  I think back over my life just to make an analysis of what I did or didn’t  do that would make a man treat me as he does . To love and hate are such strong emotions.